But at least it's between differing feelings and not the detachment anymore. I suppose that's progress?
I'm definitely on a mania/depression loop, but within each of those cycles are every feeling imaginable, tinged with whatever the dominant trait is at the time. It flipped yesterday to be more manic. I'm not entirely sure why, maybe because I threw myself into a couple projects and felt like I was accomplishing something, I don't know. Even during cancer and recovery stuff I had the crazy days of feeling 8 different things in a 10 hour span. So again, progress? Going back towards being slightly more human? I'll ride the high for as long as it will stay.
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